TuRMinAtED
Tonight was like the worst night of my entire life! I can't even explain how bad it was, it's not even worth trying.
(The GCHS band's did awesome tonight and Wheelers solo was the greatest ever!!!!)
Have you ever tried to find the words for the way you feel?
To discribe, demonstrate, reveal.
To lingur in the dinial of the fact that everyone around you hates who you are.
You think, but for what.
You take the time to surrond urself with the thoughts that maybe one day u'll be free, get away from it all but before you can change who u are, u surface.
Forgetting anything you had accomplished, your progress, reuined because of fear.
Have you ever realized that it's not the hate from others that u fear, it's the fear of knowing that you hate urself. (-KL <"words of my life">)