i'm sad. i dont expect anyones life to stop for me but id like to acknowledged sometimes. i feel like everyones forgotten bout me. i took my brief popularity for granted and forgot what it felt like to be..well..forgotten. it used to happen all of the time-so it was just a bonus when people actually took notice of me. hmm..idk jus thinking outloud ( Read more... )

well im back at uni now. and one of my new years resolutions is to stop drinking. so since new years eve-iv given up drink cold turkey. grr..actually its not that hard-yet. im going out 2moro. but if i do drink then itll be shorts neat-no mixers. apparantly cos its less calories. im only not drinking to lose weight. even tho i brought 20 bottles of ( Read more... )

i havent had internet for ages cos i left my computer at uni, but i thought it being the 21st century that i could maybe use someones internet here in Merthyr Tydfil. but no-everyone is bloody hopeless! ah well. i finally managed to use my sisters boyfriends internet and here i am! i had 46 unread emails! and there was not one junk mail! there was ( Read more... )

uni got out yesterday. and i got in at bout 2am on thurs night frm the Bball dinner and then i got up at 8.45am the next mornin and wrote my 1000 word assignment which the deadline was at 12pm. i was frantically typin, was soooooo tired and felt sick. i got it in with 12 mintutes to spare-no breaks. then i got home and had shower and stuff, and ( Read more... )

lol iv always thought to myself that i should write one of these after a night out...well here i am! lol it was the basketball dinner tonight. it was awesome. we went to pizza express and we had to buy a team member eacha present. i had the best person on the team-Hannah. she is sooooooo funny and i new what to get to make a joke. i went shoppin ( Read more... )

Im having serious writers block you guys. :( i have all these ideas and then when it comes to writing them down-i forget. im talking bout music btw. out of all the songs iv written in the ten years iv been writing the giutar-iv only stuck with one. im never happy with anything i write. it gets me down cos itss wat i want to do. im not singing much ( Read more... )

So im sitting in the libary at 6.30pm on a sunday evening finishing my assignment for BCIS, when a girl walks past me that looks like McKenna frm the back. that made me sad and triggered me to update my friends on the other side of the pond ( Read more... )

so its 2.30am and i only came back from the library an hour ago! was there pretty much since 3pm-have soo much work to do, mnaaged to do the hard bit. uni finishes on the 9th Dec for christmas break thank goodness-a month off-which i so need! and money is sooo tight at the moment. my own fault for spending it all on clothes and going out boozing. ( Read more... )

So i spent all day in the library today...three hours into it and i finally start doing someone work! can u believe that?! i just kept getting distracted! so i tried doing some german, i really did, but its sooo hard! so hard! its all translations then i have to learn it..! im so stressd i think im going to cry..so then i thought id do spanish-cos ( Read more... )

i went out on friday night (just noticed i start most entires with that-does that mean im goin out too much?) and it was a good night. walked outside the Old Firestation (student club) and there was these ppl frm the christian union that i had recognised frm church, giving out free water in the freezing cold ar 1.20am! fair play to them. so i go ( Read more... )