I was in a similiar situation. She's a close friend, and I really like her. But I kept silent. For um... nearly a decade. Haha. Anyway, the truth finally came out about 8 months ago. Long story. She found out that I have feelings for her. And she said that she don't feel the same way, etc, etc.
The whole story is very complicated. It involves another guy, who was actually my best buddy, making out with her.
Anyway, I've not spoken to him since. I'm still friends with her, though. The feelings are still there (10 years of having a crush on someone doesn't fade away that easily - feelings that I had even when I was with another girl) even now. I keep feeling awkward around her 'cause she knows my secret, and she's trying to make our friendship feel like the way it used to be. But it's not.
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The whole story is very complicated. It involves another guy, who was actually my best buddy, making out with her.
Anyway, I've not spoken to him since. I'm still friends with her, though. The feelings are still there (10 years of having a crush on someone doesn't fade away that easily - feelings that I had even when I was with another girl) even now. I keep feeling awkward around her 'cause she knows my secret, and she's trying to make our friendship feel like the way it used to be. But it's not.
Damned feelings.
ZuL
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