it would be amazing if i actually knew the truth.
absolutely amazing.

well, i seriously dont remember the last time ive been on here i kind of forgot about this site until today in the car ( Read more... )

no one uses livejournal anymore!!
anyways.. im going to write what i just realized.
im an idiot i forgot who i was for a minute.

i dont want to get attached, i know ill end up being vulnerable, and thats what i fear most.

ive been really well i dont want to say depressed but maybe upset lately, i dont like it. maybe its from being in the house, i really cant wait to get back to school.

i hate being sick, theres nothing to do but sleep and eat. ewwwww

trying to write a college essay is leaving me blank.
it was so much easier when i did it for a class assignment last year
but this is the realy thing.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH

i wish the whole left side of my throat wasnt swollen, it hurts to swallow.
ive got so much to do today.

im going to get a day planner, and become very organized this year. sounds like a plan.
im completely happy, and i have been for a long time. i love life, and it feels amazing!

i love my mothers side of the family. i wouldnt know what to do without them