i'm such a sucker. things are better though and i do have faith that it will be different....different but comfortable. i just need to get to Marquette and get this party started.

i wish people weren't allowed to forget things.

it doesn't surprise me that either of you have shown me genuine feelings or told me truths about yourself. i'm so sick of trying to find the good in you. so my search is over. it'll come to me one of these days, i figure i won't have to put one ounce of effort into knowing that someone is actually being as truthful and genuine as they possibly can ( Read more... )

23 more days skeeeezas

mark is home...he seems happy. i just hope everything works out for him and his wife ( Read more... )

it feels so good to be alive.

i want my fantasy to become a reality.

what a wierd day....slept in real late for the first time this summer. kinda made me feel even sicker. i 'm trusting somoene with a lot of my money at the moment. i worked at the craziest fire works show tonight, tons of fights and white trash. i drove 2 hours with a dood who can't talk when hes stoned. so i didn't talk for two hours...stoned. i ( Read more... )

this sucks....i'm producing more mucus than anyone ever has. my throat is on fire, and my body feels like a million pounds. someone feel sorry for me and come over....make me some soup, tea, and give me back rubs. please please please!!!!

on a brighter note....so much stuff to look forward to the next 4 weeks.
life is a good shit.

"i wanna live life and always be true, i wanna live life and be good to you. i wanna fly and never come down. live my life and have friends around. we never change do we ( Read more... )