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Brian and Amanda have been going out for 8 months
Amanda loves brian,and wants to tell him but doesnt know how
Deep down inside brian loves her too
this is their story...
One night Brian is out with his friends at a party...after an arguement with his drunk dad.
Amanda and Brian are usually out together,but Brian this time...he went out alone.
Amanda...sitting at home worried about Brian because she hasnt talked to him all day,decides to give him a call
(Brian has already been drinking with his friends long before she calls)
...the phone rings numerous times before he finally picks up
Brian:..(talking over loud music) HELLO?
Amanda:Brian? where are you?
Brian:WHAT DOES IT MATTER...ITS NONE OF YOU'RE BUISSNESS WHAT I DO WHEN IM NOT WITH YOU ALRIGHT
Amanda:what?...what is that supposed to mean.Brian,whats going on with you i havent talked to you all day..and now you're really upset...talk to me
Brian:YOU'RE ALWAYS ON MY CASE...THATS WHATS WRONG
Amanda: i just wanna help you,because i care about you,and i dont want you to have to feel upset...because im here for you
Bian:YEAH WHATEVER
Amanda:i've been wanting to talk to you about something...seriously
Brian:WHAT NOW!
Amanda:dont get angry with me brian,its a good thing...its just something ive been wanting to tell you
Brian:WELL I REALLY DONT WANNA HEAR IT RIGHT NOW...
Amanda:(a tear falls from her face)..well fine,*sniffs* i wrote it in a letter for you incase i got to scared to tell you myself.
BRIAN:YEAH WHATEVER...
Amanda:alright,well ill let you cool off and ill talk to you tommorow,just call me when your feeling better
Brian:YEA SURE...(girl yelling in the background:"brian its our turn to use the bedroom,dont worry i have a condom")
Amanda:WHAT WAS THAT?!....brian what was that,what are you doing!
Brian:NOTHING
Amanda:(breaks down and starts crying) how could you do this to me...i lo...(she just hangs up the phone before she can finish saying it,figuring its no use telling him now)
So upset Amanda decides to call one of her friends and go out just to let loose a little bit and get her mind off of all the drama going on.
Her friend was coming from the same party brian was at,to come pick her up.
An hour later Brian recives a phone call
Brian:(talking over loud music)HELLO? WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW?
Ashley(amandas sister):(crying) Brian?!?!
Brian:Amanda?
Ashley:(crying and panicking)no its Ashley her sister!,brian you have to come quick!! amanda was in a car accident...with her friend,her friend was driving drunk and they were in a head on collision
Brian:WHAT?!THAT CANT BE AMANDAS BEEN AT HOME ALL NIGHT
Ashley:SHE WAS...BUT SHE STORMED OUT OF HERE CRYING
Brian:ILL BE RIGHT THERE IN 15 MIN
Ashley:hurry shes in critical condition
Brian:IM COMIN!!
Brian arrives at the hospital and makes his way into the room that they had amanda in...and sees amandas family all hysterically crying and screaming "NO AMANDA NO U CANT BE GONE"
Brian(panting from running,tears running down his face)
Brian: amanda?!...let me in i have to see her,she needs me i know shes looking for me please just let me in
Ashley(looks up at brian and shakes her head):Shes gone brian shes gone im sorry...
brian(screaming "NOOOOOO" he falls to the floor and starts balling his eyes out)
(echoing in the distance...he hears amanda singing..just like she used to sing to him when he was sad.)
(ashley comes over to him and kneals down,and puts her arm around him,holding him as their both crying)
Ashley:(takes a folded piece of paper out of her pocket and gives it to brian)..
Ashley:she had this in her pocket
Brian takes it in his hand and gently unfolds it
the letter reads:
Brian my love,
In these few short months,you've become my best friend,my soulmate...my everything..you mean the world to me. I Love You Brian.I loved you from the moment I saw you,I was always scared of love before I met you.But now I realize nothing else in this world matters to me but you.When im with you all my sorrows just dissappear,and its just you and me,no one else and nothing else matters.Ive never felt more beautiful in my life,then I do when Im with you.You've given me the true meaning of love to hold in my heart and I'll never have that with anyone else so Brian as crazy as it may seem my love,I want to be with you for the rest of my life,someday, I want to be your wife.
I Love you...Forever
Always,
Amanda
*in the letter was the first picture they ever took together,and a movie ticket from their first date.*
(as a tear fell from brians face onto the picture,it almost looked as if they were crying in the picture)
Brian ended up loosing her... the love of his life he loved her more then anything in the world like she loved him but never showed it or told her because he never really stopped to think about it...and now lives with the guilt that had he not done what he did,amanda would still be with him today...and now he will never know what would've became of their love.
*in his dreams,he hears her laughter,and sees images and flashes of her as his wife,and them having a family together*
This couldve been...he still wakes up in the middle of the night reaching out for her,but wakes up to find that shes gone.
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Always cherish the time you have with your loved ones and tell them how you feel before it is too late... You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace... You will never know what your fate may be if you dont take it in your hands and let your heart guide you.Today is the day.... Love them while they are still here today...because tommorow they may not be
<3
dont drink live your life love your life and love God none of us r promised another day
i love you all hope the car wash was good everywhere have an awesome rest of the day