I think it is just that i care to much about the little things
Latley i dont know whats been wrong with me, it seems like everything should be fine, but its not i honestly dont do anything any more i like sit and my house watch t.v and read, and occasionly go out with megan. and sometimes ry comes over sometimes after lax prac. or something.. but for the rest of the time i sit around my house and read and watch t.v , i feel like i really have no freinds any more besides megan, i have freinds that i talk to in school but its not the same.. i see people on weekends sometimes, but normally its because im with ryan and his freinds call him, im not writting this for rude comments or anything i just havnt told any body how i felt and this what i lifejournal is right , to write stuff in about how i feel and im feeling shittty i have no one to talk to i feel like if i talk to someone there just guna sit there syaing " oh you have so many freinds " , but they wouldnt really know how i feel.. so i dont know im happy but on another hand im not. .. i dont knowww.. whateverr