And I Know They've All Been Talking About Me..
I Honestly HATE Highschoool, I Hate everything about it. I Just wish people could mind there own buisness and just stay out. its just causing more drama, honestly i don't need to deal with any of this.. i just want to be happy..liek i thought this week was guna be soo good.. me and ryan actully had a REALLLY goood weekend, everything was perfect :).. but then i go to school on monday and something has to happen. Something ALWAYS has to happen and just ruin everything. im just guna stop caring about everything. cause its just making me so much more upset.. like i dont think i could've had a worse couple of weeks . its just been horrible and i hate ittt.. but whatever.. there is nothing i can do about anything. if people want to say stuff and start stupid shit.. then there is nothing i can do .. but im just not going to care about it anymore cause i always get hurt by itt. and im so sick of it..
and im sick of every one telling me what to do, its my decision i know that there just trying to be nice to me and help me out, but really its not helping its making things worse for me making me listen to it over and over again.. i love ryan, there is nothing i or any one can do about it, so i just want everyone to stop ..
But just please dont post anything stupid about this or anything. i just needed to get that outt of my system..