It lays there, on the floor
The remains of my heart
Torn and bloody
The cold smirk rests upon her face
Am I to blame?
Continuously drawn into her trap?
I'm left here with the gaping hole in my chest
Kill me, finish it,
Why won't she finish it?

Going to California pretty soon for 4th of July. San Diego. I actually knew none of the plans until my mom had already booked a hotel and everything, so I was in no position to do my famous anti-social, "I don't want to go, it will be boring" complain. Instead I was like, "oh what the hell" I know not a lot of people get to go to the best state in ( Read more... )

Don't have to go to summerschool...I win by default. Both school were full. I only missed one class so it was no big deal and I don't have to go...Uh....although there is a lot of good in life, I seem only to find the bad. My flaw

went to a party in newriver. it was from 2pm to 11pm but me, dan, and mike got there at 7 and could only stay till 9pm. though it was still fun. kaetra was there too, so it was all fun fun. beat everyone's ass in halo and halo2. got pushed in the fucking pool, thank god i didnt have my cell on me or that would've sucked. um dont know what else to ( Read more... )

I did it all just for her ( Read more... )

yesterday i pondered whether 'god' had a future for us. if there even is a god. i mean....ive read books and books about different religions and even the 'space' religion...but that intriqued me. I mean, well, for those who dont know, the whole space theory is that aliens created mankind. some theorize that some aliens even settled here. others ( Read more... )

Never Again ( Read more... )

i might fail 8th grade but i dont give a flying fuck. um, i went out wit alex then dumped her. shes reeeally dramatic. uhhh...yeah school fucking sucks. its so boring. Jarred is a prep lover and a stupid fuck. skatin is fun!!!! anyway steve is a very bad friend god damnit :( anyway typing sucks, bye

I hate preps
they are hot
but stuck up
the end

im at my dads...boring as hell. he was yelling at me yesterday for my grades...plus the fact that i didnt care at all what they were. but im pretty close to straight F's right now and my dads like, 'im going to take your skateboard and you cant hang out with your friends.' god i hate him. its just school...of course im going to regret this later on ( Read more... )