I just got off the phone with Jay and there's no good way to talk to gainesville folk, so I'm doing Livejournal style, cry me a freaking emo river
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Even if I knew Pat better, I don't think I'd be on his side. I never really got a good vibe from him or even one that seemed like he cared for anybody, let alone you. Then again, I really don't know him, he just didn't seem to be loving or caring or anything whenever you two were together. Evidently, he's pretty shy or guarded or something, because I just didn't feel an ounce of emotion coming from his direction.
Maybe he had his reasons, but the timing and method were still dick. I don't feel I'm very good at entertaining people and my own future is up in the air (trying to get into grad school here at UF, but don't really know how that'll turn out), but I'm sure if you decide to come back you can hang out with me and Hali. :)
I guess one of the mixed blessings about this situation is that you will be going back to Kansai next semester. You'll be away from home again, which will probably be hard since I know you are so close to your family and your mother is going through a rough time. But maybe the distance will also give you some space to really figure out what you want to do with yourself once you get back to America. Remember, you do have time on your side! Whatever decisions you need to make, you don't have to make them now. While anger is necessary and incredibly satisfying (oh yes it is) its not the best state of mind to make big decisions in.
i wish i had a car!! or i guess even just a drivers licence >_< I reeeeeaaaaallly want to see you, in fact if i had not recently bought a ticket to seattle for b4 x-mas i would totally fly up to the nantucket to see you over break. You are one of the few close female friends that I have which there arent many of. I am so glad that you did come to the G since I got to meet you and have awesome Anthro and Yayoi Lit classes together. I cant really express how much your friendship has meant and how much I want things to get better for you over the internets but I hope you know at least a little bit Big Hugs and remember its all about the stone monkeys on string
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Maybe he had his reasons, but the timing and method were still dick. I don't feel I'm very good at entertaining people and my own future is up in the air (trying to get into grad school here at UF, but don't really know how that'll turn out), but I'm sure if you decide to come back you can hang out with me and Hali. :)
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Take the time to keep taking care of yourself : )
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Big Hugs and remember its all about the stone monkeys on string
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