fear

[kazeth]

What am I afraid of? Failing in life, I suppose. Everything else goes back to that one fear. I don't think I'm going to; but if I were to pinpoint a fear...this would be it. What is your fear?

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[dkaine]

Well, that's a loaded question if I've ever heard one. Glad to see that you actually do still post and whatnot... I'd like to say I'm afraid of anything... and for the most part, I'm really not. I'm not afraid of death, or getting mugged, or heights, or the outdoors, or even spiders. I was afraid of only one person before, and that was my mother. Now, I think I'm just afraid of myself actually. I know I'm capable of almost anything that I decide to put my mind to, and seeing as lately, I really just want to make my parents suffer. I konw that all my mother wants is for me to be successful, and by not being successful I am hurting her and my father. Course in the same process I'm obviously hurting myself.
fortunately, this no longer one of my driving goals, but seeing as I'm capable of doing anything I put my mind to, well since the thought is even in my mind, I am inherently doing it... so in short, I'm afraid of myself and what I can do.