i just dont understand
what the fuck happened?

almost 2 years have gone by and never ran into him. so weird how i have a dream about him last nite and on the way to the mall thought how weird it would be if i so happened to see him then out of no where saw him. ahh the most akward uncomfortable feeling i ever had. we both gave like a fake smerk at eachother he was with his gf i was with my ( Read more... )

last nite was lots of fun. hairface did an awesome job last nite. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my bestest friend donna tran! 
i really do miss him i want him to come home already.  and now a little worried woke up to a text that scared me a little. beast!

it was amazing!
perfect nite 

sooo i finally did it i met up for lunch ( Read more... )

so just a few things on my mind right now
feeling..... confused, frustrated, annoyed, guilty, and weird
i took things too far
how do i fix them?
I'm being selfish rite now 
make it all be over please

 lets see what did the year 2007 bring me......

jan- starting of the new year started it with an ex thats my first mistake. just turned out into a mess like the usual wasn't suprised. My birthday in newport spent it with my friends who mean the world to me.

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 so after someone telling me that  " its hard to get to know you its like you don't want to be known" had me thinking ( Read more... )

you won
you fooled me once again
was it all worth it?

the past is the past i need to let go
time to move on with a smile on my face :)

and at the end its YOU who i feel sorry for.