I have had a wonderful day creating Spooktacular. I was so happy and then I thought to myself "How could I be any happier?!". Then I thought about her And I miss her so much. Sucks.

I had a big moment of clarity this evening. I have such a good life and am dealing with some big problems right now. When I am able to overcome those problems or just have them under control I am going to have a great life. I know i am capable and i am going to show it damn well. Onwards and upwards. I am going to keep climbing til I can't, which I ( Read more... )

Just untagged a year and a half worth of photos. Ouch.

Note. To. Self. When you have the closest thing to a perfect life going on, don't fuck it up.

Self: Working on it. Kthxbai

I changed my availability at the Olive Garden today. They told me it was not enough days and did not want to negotiate. I told them that for a little while at least, that was all I could do ( Read more... )

 Money stresses me the flip out.

Sports are a costly thing to be invested in ( Read more... )

 She could totally be it.

Looking through old photos. I really miss Lola. Seymour is great, don't get me wrong. But I miss that dog right now.

 55 days to go.

i miss her.