On Dying.

[kcaswell]

I haven't really been afraid of dying since I was in elementary school. Lately I've been thinking I'm not as prepared to leave as I thought I was.

Right now I'm not so sure.

I'm not rational in an irrational world. I'd say I'm doing just fine.

Comments

[mkinger]

you're too far away to be talking about dying. that worries a kid all the way over here on the (semi) east coast...

[thecoloroflove]

I know what you mean. Which is a weird thing. But just the other day i realized i am kind of scared of dying. I never used to be, i mean it's natural. But i guess i freaked out a bit because i realized that when i do die, hopefully of old age, not a whole lot will have changed in this world and how much it will suck to die before i can see this world in a better state. My whole goal in life at least to me is wanting to make a difference, i just wish i'd be alive to see the differences I and other people have made. I also realize that as thus far i feel i havent done shit with my life and therefore am not ready to give it up anytime soon. Which makes me realize how little time i have to make something of myself as 20 years has already gone by.