Its been 1 day 14 hours and 32 minutes since I had my last cigarette. Lord, this is the hardest thing that I have ever done. Yesterday was the hardest so far. I cried, I kicked I screamed for Caleb to take me to the store to buy me cigarettes. He, being my rock at the moment, said no and kept telling me no. Eventhough I know that hearing me ( Read more... )

Marriage was never really important to me, that is until I met Caleb. Even then I still never thought I would get married. In the past coupld weeks I've realized how much I do want to get married and how much I want to marry Caleb. Caleb is my soul mate. I love him with everything that I have and everything that I am. I am excited about being ( Read more... )

Ever since I moved here I have been happy and smiling. Really I have. Then the past 2 weeks all I do is cry. Why, I am not really sure. I love being here and I love that I am so close to him. I feel like I've become a complete bitch in the last two weeks, because all I seem to do is complain to him. Its not that I try to, it just happens. I ( Read more... )

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Well not much to say except that I am working for Domino's right now. Not to bad the guys are really cool that work there. Especially Big steve little steve and garrett. I enjoy working with them. I'm not to happy that its Domino's but its better than nothing at the moment ( Read more... )

Well today was a lonely day for me til I Caleb picked me up and took me over to his house. The original plan was for Caleb to come back here to work and me not to bother him. Well we got here and there was dinner done and on the table. We had chicken, macaroni, (some had beans) and watermelon. It was yummy and I am not a big chicken fan. I had ( Read more... )

I was sitting here thinking about what to write and the thing that came to mind was the origin of my name 'kcbsunshine' the both are nicknames. KCB came from pastor Rob and youth group its like a variation of my name. I love that they called me that made me feel special in a way. Sunshine came from a special person who called me sunshine. For ( Read more... )

"With You ( Read more... )

This is turning out to be the best week of my life. I get to spend every evening with my boy and its amazing. His family is so amazing and they are so so good to me. They have been so nice and so caring. Its unbelievable. I love spending time with them and I love spending time with my Caleb. He's so awesome, we have our moments where we fight ( Read more... )

"You Already Take Me There ( Read more... )