News from the front

[kchanlp]

IT'S TRUE. I'm still alive and kicking, bitches. I'm just having trouble staying awake in the afternoons. I love my internship. My supervisor is awesome (and a soap opera freak). I love college. I think I'll apply for a scholarship next year. I'll need to put a lot of effort in convincing my parents, raising my grades, preparing a project and there's also the test of proficiency in Japanese language. Oh, and convincing my parents. So I'll need a lot of my brain capacity and a lot of luck. *crosses fingers*

Still, as I said before, this Internship-Home-College routine is exhausting. I can't stay awake in the afternoons, where I should take my free time and transform it in productive time. I have a lot of things to read, a lot of things to do, and I think I just got back the ten pounds I lost last year. All because I can't think of anything besides falling on my bed the moment I step home. And when I do try to read instead of sleeping, I get these massive headaches. I think I might need glasses. So I'm a little excited with all the possibilities I have but I'm too discouraged and tired to do something really productive. I feel like I'm losing something I don't really know what it is and that makes me frustrated. GAH. I'll have a week without college (in celebration for Brazil's Independence Day, on the 7th - papa's birthday 8D) and instead of catching up with all the things I have to read I'm considering sleeping my soul off. Damn.

ANYWAY, this means I didn't have time for my LJ, MSN or anything computer-related. I'm sorry. I'll try to correct that.

Especially because this is 8059smutweek, YAY!!! <3333333

On other news, Linkin Park will be on a festival in Itu, 92 km from São Paulo, where I live. And I.
AM.
NOT.
GOING.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF WHY GOD, WHY?

I also couldn't go to the party of the 100th anniversary of Corinthians, my favourite football team. Really, my social life is lower than 0.1% right now... *cries*

...Basically, I'm back. For this week. I missed you guys. I missed you, computer. I miss procrastinating. Love to you all.~