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what was the last wedding you went to? were you in the wedding?
ali miller and noah warder. why, yes; i totally was.
writer's block. interesting.
i've decided i like the people in my life. and i like my life. i like the direction in which i'm moving.
i'm uber busy and it feels right. i'm busy with stuff that matters. i'm having troubles getting it all to fit nicely, but i'll figure it out. right now with work stuff, CDT and FIT are suffering, but once programs start, things will balance out. i hope.
i turned down an invitation to go to a... something [i believe it was sort of like a fireside] at samuel's place in order to go to feast, then i ended up missing feast. BUT, as i was cooking dinner, keresha and karyl saw the Baha'i quote written on my facebook and asked about it. and we ended up having our own little fireside with just us. and it felt really nice. and i'm so blessed to have those two in my life.
at church this morning, i realized i'm not teaching the Faith as i should be. it's been a test, but i'm realizing now that i really need to step up and overcome this. especially as there are people in my life who i can tell are READY for the Faith. they're reaching out to God and crying for something more and i'm here trying to help them without offering them the one gift i actually hold in my hands. and i can't figure out why i'm holding back. fear? uncertainty. lack of support and lack of belief in myself. whatever. this is my test right now.
i like the people in my life right now. this weekend, i realized that i am happy and i am blessed. yes, i'm still searching for more of "the right kind of people," but i'm also really happy with the people around me right now. there is a lot of love, and for that i am thankful.
*gag*