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the way i love is so backwards.
i love you so much, i let you go.
i love you so much, i push you towards someone else.
i love you so much, i don't want you to be with me...
but, i love you so much, i can't let you go.
this is the most real thing i've ever experienced, this love.
this love makes me cry.
this love terrifies me and makes me want to run away.
this love is the only thing i've not been able to run away from in my life.
i keep using the word "perfect" and i think i'm joking, but i know i'm not.
you are perfect for me.
you are what i've always wanted.
you are what i never knew i wanted.
you are what i've come to want, now that i know it's part of you.
you are all the good parts of me, but better.
you are opposite of the bad parts of me and inspiration to improve.
you are some of those bad parts, but you share the desire to change and are someone i feel i can grow WITH as well as towards.
i see our future together.
you are my best friend.
you are my lover.
i see you always being those things.
we share all the good parts of life together.
we share all the bad parts and support one another.
we have worked through more than i ever thought possible.
we can work through anything.