Dissolved
Title: Dissolved
Author: kdsaj2
Pairing(s): Key x (anyone you can imagine really, but i am sure you know who)
Genre: Angst,...lots of angst
Warning: Dark theme (implied suicide)
Rating: PG
A/N: i had a bit of time
The world crumpled and I can’t breathe. I can’t reach you because you’re no longer there. What could I say ? It won’t matter. Although your voice remained so sweet.
“Kibum ah, what’s wrong ?”
I don’t know. I don’t know anymore
And even though you still smile at me I can’t feel it. Like I’ve been blinded to it for so many years. Yearning for something so simple, nothing more. You meant nothing more. Ignorance is bliss I suppose.
“Kibum !! Kibum ! Hyung !!”your voice penetrated the darkness, please go away.
Even now, as I am so neared your warmth. My heart flutters. But I know it’s not where I belong, I’m not her. The light above my head flickers and I can’t focus. The sharp pain on my wrist now dull. But I couldn’t care less.
“H-he, I found him like that, blood e-everywhere” you stammered and she tightly hold on to your hand.
I didn’t need to look to know that. And I didn’t need to look to see that she is whispering sweet words into your ear and soothing small circles on your back. I just stared at the insistent flickers above. White walls, all that's left are white walls.
Then suddenly it was winter, and I forgot the time. The snow gathered atop the field as I stared blankly at it. I didn’t look like hell anymore but I’m sure you realized. Because as soon as I was discharged you waited for me outside, before I can reach the cab.
“Kibum..”
“Plane, 1 hour” I said tersely. My voice course due to lack of use.
“I-..”
I smiled at you. I really mean it this time. Thank you. Thank you for everything.
And now as I soared above the blue sea. I shed all tears I cold ever possessed. And I felt you there. As my world dissolved itself ever so slowly.
"Saranghe"
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How was it ? I am not very good at angst ya know xD
Also unbeta'd again. urgh.