Have you ever had something that felt so perfect, so right, and then suddenly with less than a paragraph is was over? Everything that feels safe and right is no longer there. Its like you lost someone, like they died. But really it isnt them, its you. They broke YOUR heart. They are fine and its like nothing even happened. You think about this day ( Read more... )

Today was numbing. I woke up, went to school. Watched drew carey. Fell asleep until now, its like 7:17ish. Ive been writing this story since a while back ago. I just found it on my computer. And really i hate reading what i write but its like i put everything into this story. Its not good. Others who read it would be like "wtf were you thinking" ( Read more... )

Is AnYoNe OuT tHeRe?

Yeah...Its been a day. I woke up around 9...yay fun after going to bed at 6 AM because i have no life. Lets see i went with my father today. Still not talking much..its like this ( Read more... )

So today i was faced with the question "what are you going to do after high school?" God i have no idea. College im hoping. All good things you have to work for right? I could name a million im working for right now. I could work my ass off on some things and it still wouldnt pay off. The only thing is that the next 5 years are going to be very ( Read more... )

sO its 1 23 in the morning. I am so tired. but i cant sleep. all i can think about is...everything. today was nuts. NUTS. im talkin triple bipolar. so the day started and i was pissed off..then i got happy...then scaed...then pissed again..then hyper..then sad..the hyper..then pissed...and now im just fuckin tired as hell but cant sleep so im ( Read more... )

Alright everyone Im not going to complain at all today. I want everyone to know that i have the best friends in the world. Really. When i need you guys the most you step up. Weather its those three simple words of "i love you" in a email (you know who you are) or if its listening to me blah for abour 3 hours last night (you also know who you are) ( Read more... )

So im gonna bitch right now sorry. But thats a warning so STOP READING if you dont wanna hear me bitch ( Read more... )

Alright im fucking going to get wasted ever chance i get man. Really last night was the greatest time in michigan i have ever had. I fucking forgot about every care in the wolrd. I didnt worry about school, family, people i miss/want really bad, i Had such a great calming time i final got a good feelin sleeping, as in a fell right asleep but i ( Read more... )

sleep. i love it. i love my bed too. i love everything about sleep. And now im going to nap. Goodnight.