you haven't hurt me. but if you did...i'd still love you. and i'm going to miss you because i haven't seen ANYONE for a month and now you are going to be gone for another 20 days. makes me feel poopie.
Thx Kim. I love you too =) I am glad I haven't hurt you. I hope I never do. Sorry we haven't been able to see each other for so long...and won't again for at least another 2 weeks....but sometime this summer...I shall see you again! Yay!
You and I (and Aaron?) should talk sometime - you would definately be listened to.
But yeah.. you've found my favorite way to deal with things, and in my opinion the best. The only unfortunate part is it goes further for the weak. I could probably be considered that...
Anyway, if all you're doing is things for other people, consider yourself. Do some things for yourself. Consider what's in it for you. If that satisfies you, take advantage of it.
I don't think Aaron would listen to me, but sure, you and I should talk sometime. Sometime when I get back.
Yeah, it is a good way to deal with things, but it feels so wrong. I have cared so much about people before this and now not caring somehow feels wrong. Perhaps I am weak.
I am not quite sure what satisfies me anymore. I spent all my time, not regretfully, worrying about what makes other people happy. But I guess if what I do means nothing.......then why care...?
ah worrying. what a senseless thing to do. you have to be like that-one-kid in the princess bride... "i'm not worried...maybe a little concerned..." [re: princess buttercup and the shrieking eels]
worrying and dwelling are the most wasteful things to do. you can't throw your whole being into your concern for others, that will surely eat up all of your energy.
My question is why you would even care if a piece of garbage that doesn't deserve to be alive listens to you or not? I do not understand why anyone anywhere would give a shit about me...It truely mystifies me...
Just be yourself. As trite as that is, it holds truth. Y4Y!11
Worrying about others does nothing. You'll get nowhere.
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but if you did...i'd still love you.
and i'm going to miss you because i haven't seen ANYONE for a month and now you are going to be gone for another 20 days.
makes me feel poopie.
holy crap, i'm not logged in!
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But yeah.. you've found my favorite way to deal with things, and in my opinion the best. The only unfortunate part is it goes further for the weak. I could probably be considered that...
Anyway, if all you're doing is things for other people, consider yourself. Do some things for yourself. Consider what's in it for you. If that satisfies you, take advantage of it.
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Yeah, it is a good way to deal with things, but it feels so wrong. I have cared so much about people before this and now not caring somehow feels wrong. Perhaps I am weak.
I am not quite sure what satisfies me anymore. I spent all my time, not regretfully, worrying about what makes other people happy. But I guess if what I do means nothing.......then why care...?
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you have to be like that-one-kid in the princess bride...
"i'm not worried...maybe a little concerned..." [re: princess buttercup and the shrieking eels]
worrying and dwelling are the most wasteful things to do. you can't throw your whole being into your concern for others, that will surely eat up all of your energy.
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Just be yourself. As trite as that is, it holds truth. Y4Y!11
Worrying about others does nothing. You'll get nowhere.
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