i feel like i can't vent to (or rely on the loyalty of) anyone anymore.

iloveyou.

i would prefer not to care about jon as much as i do, but when we're together it just feels like it makes sense. love that boy and it's so annoying. what if it happens again and he doesn't need me as much as i need him ( Read more... )

Let's take a moment to talk about our feelings, shall we:
You feel:
weak
scared
nervous
overprotective
worried
angry
sadsadsad when we're not together
You feel:
happy
comfortable
content
in love when we're together ( Read more... )

It's actually really important to me.

So basically I'd love to know the real reason you came back into my life after almost two years of not existing anywhere near it. After almost two years of dating her and only even crossing my mind when your sister brought you up and almost two years of forgetting anything between us ever existed. When I asked you why you were suddenly back you ( Read more... )

I really am getting huge. Something needs to be done.

i don't care about anything and i'm getting fat.
please leave me alone.
you know i like our friendship but you also know it's easier on me if it isn't there. stop being so selfish. you are such a child still and i'm getting tired of feeding your ego and taking care of you.

I'm just really frusturated with you right now so please learn to be just a little bit flexible. Thanks

loving Jon is about to be the worst thing to ever happen to me.
i'm not ready for you to leave me yet either, because i was prepared for that to happen in July or whatever.
everything is falling apart, except for my friendship with Hannah [the one thing I couldn't give two shits about] which is right on target.