ok, christmas morning. i would usually be up at like 5 in the morning to get my stocking cause that's what i did since i was old enough to walk. lol. but i slept and slept and slept until my nieces opened my door and immediatly i woke up because someone came into my room. i screamed at them to get out of my room cause they're not allowed to go ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
*balloons and confetti falls down on top of everyone*

ok so it's getting around christmas time, and i feel bad enough since i can't buy anyone presents cause i have no money. not only that but tony lezzar is a stupid fucktard. he was dealing weed in the back of the teachers room. ok so i came home today, and stupid fucking renee went into my room and took my fucking heater. so now it's like 54 ( Read more... )

ok. so i didn't get a deer during rifle season. that's ok, there's always muzzleloader season. lol. before deer season, i missed a total of 4 days. after deer season i have missed a total of 10. that means i can't miss any more due to vo-tech. which really sucks balls. but o well. so anyway, as usual i feel like complaining about my living ( Read more... )

so far this hunting season, i haven't even seen a fucking deer. that really sucks balls. but o well, hunting season still isn't over and i have plenty of time left to kill something. lol. but anyway, so last night i set my alarm clock for 7 as usual. this morning i wake up at 9:30. i look over at my clock and it's blinking. so last night ( Read more... )

why is it that some of my old friends don't want to talk to me any more? i personally think that that is really fucked up. i don't know what i did or anything. so it would be great if they would let me know what i did for them not to talk to me. i mean come on, when i don't want to talk to someone i give them a reason why i don't like them any ( Read more... )

i had the weirdest dream last night. i drempt that there was a bunch of smoke all over some city that i was living in. and then everyone turned to zombies. lol. and then i was driving away from it and i wasn't a zombee, but then i wrecked and turned into one. but i knew what i was doing. so somewhere i grabbed 2 katana swords and started ( Read more... )

HOME:
why would you leave me
here in this place
this place of cold and heartless people
these people who only care
about themselves and drugs
these people can not help me
in any way, shape, or form
why would you leave me
in this one certain place
i used to call home
but no longer now
does it feel like home
it feels like a place
that people call

i love my friends. their all awsome. lol. but i don't get to hang out with them very often. and that kinda sucks ass, cause it's my senior year and i should be enjoying this time as much as possible before i go off to the army. that's ok though, i atliest get to hang out with my one friend who i've known since i was about 7 years old. him ( Read more... )

ok. here's whats going on. i've been having a great week. i've been in a great mood pretty much most of the time. and this weekend is just the same. well sort of. the only difference is that i have been getting drunk for the past 3 nights. lol. and we've had a fire for the past 2 that just doesn't seem to want to die out. lol. maybe we ( Read more... )