Hmm this is all starting to get clear, Ive been blind to those you really care for me...Im sorry to those I have hurt with my ignorance, I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. And if not, I understand. I was an idiot the last few weeks. I'm going to fix myself back to how I was before. But a little more happier and nicer to everyone. I ( Read more... )

FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im crying and pissed and i dont fucking know why

Wow....yeah....simmer down guys I was just depressed, I realize now that what I said in that post isnt true....I'm not defending either side...but just....everyone back off...I think I've got this one figured out this time...Thanks for your support Tiph, your the only one who tried to help me, and I love you too Annie.

Cold...Not as in tempature...But emotionally...I don't know whats wrong...So don't ask...I don't know how I can fix it...So don't you try...I'll figure something out, I always do...God knows if I hadn't I wouldn't be typing this...let alone breathing...I wish I could figure this one out...But I don't see the answer...Everywhere I look, only the end ( Read more... )

fuckin trash talkers FUCK OFF...thats all

ALLL better....three days of sleep and lots of 7up does the flu stricken body well...i feel really good today, still havnt eaten anything...oh well im not even hungry. today i slept till like noon then watched kill bill vol 2...it was good kinda i guess i donno...i dont know what to put in here right now....i might update later

ugh im so sick it hurts, really it does my head back and chest hurts...yesterday it started at like 1:30 in the after noon i threw up fell asleep woke up threw up again, then puked 2 more times before 9:30 that night...i havnt puked today...i hope it stays that way, im living on 7up right now *great fun* i tried eating a popcycle last night...that ( Read more... )

Ahh ive fallen hard, i hope the landing doesnt hurt me this time...i like her alot,...we were just sitting ther eint he back seat of her car tourchering her pour nephew, haha it was fun...we were sitting there holidng each other...ahh i coulda died in her arms and died happy...im still stuck though...ahh i cant shake it...but i think im ready to ( Read more... )

Five Vicodin Chased With A Shot Of Clarity ( Read more... )

i hate haveing a heart, having a concous...all they ever do is fuck with me...i hate having feelings for anyone, let alone 2 people at once, but thats how it seems to go alot latly....my heart has always belonged to katie, and she knows that...some times it doesnt seem like it matters to her, but yeah most of the time she shows that it does matter ( Read more... )