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The Game: Pick 18 [my age and 2 for good luck] people you feel you have something to say to. Write them a message, but don't use names as to who they are dedicated to. Let them figure it out for themselves.
I'm evil. A fact I bet you never knew .
1. I miss you, or at least what you used to be. I see you everyday in classes and I see you walking down the hall but I never converse with you anymore. We used to be really close, or at least as close as elementary kids could be. You were my first real best friend. I hated when you went to North. I loved you rebefriending me in high school, but I realized you changed. You changed in more than just your appearance. I'm glad things are working out for you again, but I miss the fashion and the poems.
2. I hate your guts. I had this whole thing planned out with curses and insults galore but I'll leave it at that. I was warned about you. I should have listened to them. I'm sorry but it's true. You were the first person I ever truly hated. And yes, I did stand up for you on numerous occasions, but you proved me wrong time and time again. I thought that I could befriend you but you just didn't seem to need anyone else. I was wrong about you. I could have been your friend but you just had to be the bitch.
3. I met you this year and I have every intention of not really befriending you. I'd tolerate you and be really super sweet and nice and all that shit but I vowed not to be involved with you. I mean, how could I? You smeared make-up blood on your wrists. It's something I disapprove of. I was wrong though. I was more than wrong. You've become one of my closest friends ever. I love talking to you. You are an amazing person and I definately enjoy listening to your stories. I definately would be much different had it not been for you. Thanks for being a friend, and when ever you need to bitch, just call me. I'll listen and laugh. Oh and if you ever want to hang out, just call. I'm free basically 24/7.
4. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like had it not been for you. I met you in 6th grade. I befriended you in 10th. I became obsessed with you soon after and I blame you for that. Jeez. Why'd you have to go and lie during Truth or Dare? Why couldn't you have treated me like every other girl? But I'm over that now. You reawoke a part of me that died, but I still live under the goddamn Rockies. I must thank you for that. I love how you can make me laugh at any random moment even if it is at the expense of others. Sometimes I wonder what you say about me behind my back though. Hmmm, all right. I only wish I could do something in return for all you have done for me. Anyway, in conclusion, thank you for all of that and you've also become a great and very close friend. [see last sentence of ..3 as well]
5. What to say about you, my dear? I love you. I met you last year and you were just a friend of a friend. Now you are my unofficial hero. I hate to see you sad and I wish there was something else besides putting a band-aid on your heart to makethe tears go away. You provide me with more laughs than I ever thought possible in Reitmann's class. I love you and wish to hang out with you.
6. I hate you as well. I wish you would explode. If you only knew how much i hated you from Day 3 or 4. =P Days 1 and 2, I fell under your spell and I admit I had a crush on you. You broke one heart. You broke another. You broke one more. Now you are breaking another girl's heart and I hate it. Go away. By the way, I like your pictures from long ago better than I do pictures of you now.
7. Hey, guess what? I disliked you before I met you. I thought you had stolen my spot on the soccer team although you didn't make it either. Now I know that you are one of the sweetest girls in the world. Although you are way too quiet, I still love you and your faces. Keep up the varsity style. This year, stand up for yourself and be amazing!
8. Last year in English was just grand. The parties this year were just amazingly fun. Oh man. How would I ever get by without you in homeroom? You are just too damn sexy. My goodness, I'm surprised you haven't been kidnapped and stolen just for some random guy to be all "ooooh! i love you! marry me!" i love how you know just how random i can be. Free sex?[see last sentence of ..3 as well]
9. You're sweet from what I can tell. You are very funny and have a great voice. I hope you don't break his heart. Please don't. He loves you. Yes, I know you love him too but don't break his heart. If you do, I'll be forced to make you number 3 on my Hit List. Oh, and a bunch of other people would love to kill you as well. Anyway, it as a pleasure hanging out with you. I hope to do it again real soon [btw you lied]. So yeah. I love and envy your hair.
10. You've been in my life since the beginning of school and of soccer. Man, you are so funny. I enjoy spending time with you during carpool and all that. I must apologize for LHo and her needs to disturb you and your beau. Remember it's easy to get green and orange mixed up because they share the common bond of yellow. Why did I say that again? Oh and never forget the windmills and glaciers... and the snakes in the lake. You are my one and only true confused soccer girl. =P Love ya. See you Sunday.
11. Bitch. You're going to Boro! Silly chef. Anyway, you are a great person when you choose to be. Other times, you're the meanest person alive. Yes, I may be shorter than you, but there is no need to point it out at every opportunity. Why do you even have a myspace? You only add my friends. So yeah. I thought your bitchiness and bratiness would stop, but it didn't. I guess it's just you. I guess until you finish doing what ever it is you do, I'll be forced to love you.
12. [2 people] Shit! You scare me to the max! You are both annoying and it's joy to hear people make fun of you. You must admit, however, you set yourselves up. Hey I know the answer. Yeah. Right. And when you are wrong you have to justifty it. Admit it. You can't teach the class so stop muttering under your breath. And the other one, please stop rocking and putting your fingers in your mouth. It disturbs me. kthx.
13. We met in Girl Scouts and I admit I kind of didn't like you. I was your friend though. You always had so many scratches and it was kind of weird. Now, you are awesome. I know I am the best but you can still ask for favors and shit. Extreme Aerobics. Oh yeah. Homeroom rocks the socks... well, almost. Your parties also rock. [see last sentence of ..3 as well]
14. You dumped me online. You suck. You made me hate chocolate. You suck. I can't believe you were my first kiss. You suck. You bit me. You suck. You were my one and only boyfriend. You suck. You cursed me to spinsterville. You suck. You said you loved me. What a load of BS, you suck. You lied to me. You suck. You made me paranoid. I was always scared we'd be caught kissing in the rink. Now I am beyond scared if someone touches me. You suck. I loved your eyes though. But you suck anyway.
15. You scare me a lot. You are beyond weird but I love you anyway. Without you, chem just wouldn't be as fun. I must admit I love the endangered species. Jeez. What a loser you are. I'm sorry you're not one of my heros. It just doesn't work out that way. [see last sentence of ..3 as well]
16. I've known you for like ever. I think. You were always my mark. Chem is so much fun. You are such a dear. I don't know what else to say. You rock my socks. I love playing soccer with you. I love just hanging out with you.[see last sentence of ..3 as well].
17. You were the first boy that ever really broke my heart. I really wanted to dance with you. Oh well. I loved the 3 hour convos about nothing. I love how you used to like me. It makes me feel all special. At least i know one boy i liked actually liked me in return. thanks. you are so nice. i think i'll always kind of like you. =P
18. [2 people] Middle school BFF what ever happened to the trio. I'm still good friends with one but the other kind of just disappeared. I hope you're both happy!
the end.