I'm working on trying to find the balance between being kind to people and not being exploited.

I don't deserve to be moving into a house twice as big as the one I live in now, and I don't deserve to be driving a car with a quarter of the miles on the car my dad still drives to work ( Read more... )

All I ever seem to be anymore is frustrated. Frustrated and pissed off at people and situations that shouldn't be frustrating ( Read more... )

Sunday I drove down to PG to see Mo. When I got there we played backgammon, watched tv, and started a bonfire on asilomar beach - my first successful encounter with flames + ocean. Also had lunch with his 'pops' and survived another few painful conversations. Monday we played frisbee and went to an awesome blacklight minigolf place. Indoor minigolf ( Read more... )

over it.

I think I'm going to have to eat it this semester and take a C in bio. Which really sucks because not only will it be my first C, but in a 5-unit class. Good-bye GPA that I JUST saved last semester. God damnit.

Back to feeling like my own person - I hope I never get tired of coming home.

Everybody and their mom is studying abroad. I hate the feeling of being left behind, but the worst part is that I don't WANT to study abroad. I just feel like I should because everyone else is doing it. So I don't think I should be trying to do it just because I'm envious ( Read more... )

I sold my truck.

And my parents bought a new house. Which we will move into a month after their wedding.

Oh the times, they are a changin'.

I am updating solely for the reason that I have nothing to do for the next 20 minutes before my class starts. You have been warned ( Read more... )