this has officially been the worst week ever ( Read more... )

life really isn't fair and sometimes i think it would be a million times easier if we didn't exist.

phew.
next semester i'm officially registered for Intermediate Algebra. Chemistry. and English.

it's a relief doing things on time and finally getting to take the classes i need.

today i bought this new book that seems like it's going to be really good. it's a fiction book that is based in the future, and it is written as if nazi germany completed their genocide and the white race was the only ones left. BUT there is some rip in the cosmos that makes memories of the past come back. i don't know. i'll let you know how it is ( Read more... )

i decided to make a few goals for myself ( Read more... )

is it selfish to want someone, anyone to put me first?

i don't even put me first.

right now i'm doing my philosophy homework and there was a statement that read "lacking knowledge of life's purpose, we risk all our days"
that is such a frightening thought because i have no idea what the point of life is. i mean, does anyone really know?

i live in a fantasy land.

reality bums me out.

things are good ( Read more... )

you know what's funny to me ( Read more... )

yes, i am my own therapist.

the reason i don't make decisions is because if i regret them, i only have myself to blame.

maybe i just learn how to do what is right, instead of what will make everyone else happy. there has to be a compromise.