you have got to be kidding me.

lately i wake up and my heart is pounding and i can't catch my breath.

fuck friendships that are so easily thrown out for convenience ( Read more... )

well whiskey.

i'm pretty sure i had an amazing fucking night, right until i was coming home.
this morning i looked at my calls list.
and sadly, i don't remember ANY of them.
a few texts that i don't remember, and wish i didn't send.

so if i babbled to you, i'm sorry.
i never knew i was the drunk dialer type.

oh, douchebag.

i got a job. i'm still debating whether or not that's a good thing.

tonight.....

was confusing.
i don't know what i think these days.

it was so good seeing judie, ali, justin, jenn, and EVERYONE.
they all make me feel like life is worth it.

to be continued i guess. i'm too drunk for LJ.

Tonight I feel amazing, which is why I am still awake at 5 AM. The birds are starting to chirp, it's sweet. On nights like these I don't want to go to sleep in fear of waking up in a different mood ( Read more... )

i just fucked myself out of $2,500 because i am a lazy dumb bitch who procrastinates too much.

fantastic!

so i gave this terrible cd a chance, knowing i wont like it ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning with so much energy to do things.
hopefully it stays that way after i get off work.