i type in this live journal although it has grown to mean nothing to me . my friends are so confusing always so much drama i try to stay out yet im always pulled back in lifes going good i think im becoming a drunk beer is the new water yup im gay ..i wish i was watching loren being a turtle and betsy trying to copy it my face lightens up ha ( Read more... )

its so difficult to update this when the keys are all blured tonight was fun even though critter and ryan are asses im sorry to my jax for staying here i love her about to pass out so i must go peace out mother fucker yea yea

i dont feel good today i had to run out of a dead silent class becuase i thought i was going to throw up . i dont understand some people i get a ride home from a girl and then we drove around while she was making fun of beaners constantly yet shes going out with one and she has been for a year in a half . it boogles my mind. it also boggles my ( Read more... )

this spring break let me down i had my hopes so high to have a total blast and that did not happen although i had some fun nights. ..i wonder what it means when your pee is bright yellow and smells and is steaming hot ? a question from a dear weird friend :laughs: last night i missed my dear best friend so much but her boyfriend did not want to ( Read more... )

wake up betsy wake wake up betsy wake up......im bored

I fall asleep to make this long day go by faster .and thursday my mommas letting me play hooky jamie to.notta lot to right other then i hate sean he makes me angry and he makes my friends around me angry at me its this circle that keeps on going arund i dont see it stoping for a while.:) i do love jax she sits with me so i am not alone <3 got a ( Read more... )

just wanted to add i am completly obbsssed with the blink 182 miss you video .ive seen in atleast 5o times and i am not one bit sick of it .pure love

my eye lashes blink182 times,look at that little kid riding that small brown bike,haha great times. so many thoughts in my head i dont know what to think i feel like your my good friend yet when you flip out on me and tell me how selfish i am it hurts honestly i care about you dearly and i am not always thinking about my self it might appear to you ( Read more... )

this weekend has been complete confussion and tons of crying although friday and today were good loren saying you vant to race with his lips makes me crack up . its nice having good friends.that will go to get you pills or even pre drug test you to make sure everthing will turn out okay .thank. talking to jess and its really really nice to catching ( Read more... )

mall tommorow with my little alligator .hopefully..i got a new screen name THETIMIDSOUL .peace out you mothers