so there are events that have occurred that make me think that I am not getting out of the scv anytime soon. Its always interesting to think of the life that could have been led and choices however small that could have made such life changing differences. Also that even presently I can see choices from one day to the next influencing so much. I ( Read more... )

that time goes by too quickly ( Read more... )

when you wake up and already feel that you've lost whatever you were supposed to attain for the day? yeah well i woke up like that and to this moment still feel that way because of self and external circumstances that I don't think i have any control over. But God is so stinking amazing, in which i knew today was a day that i could not not read my ( Read more... )

love is crazy life is amazing life is full of curveballs a wise man once said.
things are cool right now, crazy busy but cool. i don't know what He has planned for me right now, but I want to be ever faithful. So ill just hold on and wait for the cues, cuz only the Lord knows what I'm going through.

its seems ill never be what you are meant to have ( Read more... )

Nope
Im not the way you think I am
I'm simply naive

Can I just say that being 19 is one of the most transitionally packed years I have ever experienced?

*sigh*

I am so excited about Saturday to get away with the ones who know me best and don't need explanations.

life is moving alil too fast or maybe im just moving alil too slow. sometimes i feel i just may be out of breath too frequently these days. i feel like im always a day behind. well whatever, God is amazing and faithful even we supremely lack. i have to say i do miss ccbc. it would be cool to go to a reatreat. sigh. time to go do something else. ( Read more... )

well i am glad to say that I am not leaving this upcoming semester, in a bittersweet sense. Sad that I am not going for another amazing journey far from my familiar zone, but in that the people i have met and have started relationships with don't have to disinigrate as they usually do. I don't have a clue to what God has for me here, I feel this is ( Read more... )

excuse me while i take this moment to scream everything out in silence

thank you...

"you get me out of the rain ( Read more... )