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keepmeamused

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Jul 13, 2006 19:30

i feel so pretentious. like i'm just the biggest fake there ever was and is and all. i don't really know what or who i am. maybe ithe real me is just floating around somewhere and this outer shell so to speak is put here to disguise the real amelie. the face of an angel covers the devil. do i give in to people's wishes? am i a complete fabrication ( Read more... )

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flaaa_blah July 13 2006, 21:23:00 UTC

hmmmmm...I've often felt this way.

I don't know. You interest me.

xxx

keepmeamused July 13 2006, 21:34:16 UTC

maybe it's the agony of a youngster then? sorry if that sounded rude cos i didn't mean it too.

tsss....me?

xxx!

flaaa_blah July 13 2006, 22:46:46 UTC

Hee, yes. Agony and maybe feeling like you don't have much sense of self...? I know I feel that way a LOT. Lost. Detatched. Fake.

And yeah, you.

xx

keepmeamused July 14 2006, 10:54:28 UTC

sometimes i wonder what the hell i'm doing here at all. you know i can't remember anything that happened when i was little. i just remember one time when i felt that i realized everything for the first time. like that was the moment i was sort of conscious for the first time. as if i woke up for the first time then. maybe it doesn't make any sense, i'm having a hard time explaining it and understand it.

i have no personality. i feel like an alien.

xxx!