State of the Union!
THE AWESOME CODING WAS TAKEN FROM RIKUOU!! Also I never really know exactly what to talk about in these, but I wanted to give it a shot ;~;
❡ Hinata Hideki keepsontrucking
IN CHARACTER I think Hinata's holding up pretty well in Camp! Despite the weirder setting, it isn't too far off from what he'd already adjusted to, and on top of that, a lot of his good friends are here and Yui, and everyone's kind of taking it pretty well so it's just like old times! Besides, his passing on had already gotten prolonged once and he was cool with it, so he can be patient for as long as he needs to be. Especially after hearing about what happened to Otonashi, it feels more and more right that they were brought back together again to really make sure everything is done right this time.
OUT OF CHARACTER Of course, I still worry!! I kind of went into this without the firmest grasp on his character, hoping some practice might help me ease into it. For the most part, I do feel more comfortable with him now, and I really really love this canon and the flexibility it gives, so to speak, which makes it easier than other characters I've played to imagine him in a certain scenario. After ages of searching for a character that's pretty easy to socialize with, I think I got him!
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I started off thinking I should totally drop and let someone more capable take him, as I tend to think with all of my characters at one point or another, but I'm more in the comfort zone now, so the thought doesn't cross my mind one bit!!
❡ Yutaka Mikoto whinederella
IN CHARACTER Mikoto's still kind of half and half on this place. On the one hand, Megumi-san is here! And Makoto and Kouno and Shihoudani, even if they pick on him! So naturally that's just a good thing in and of itself, but I think the part of him that wants to grow up to become a responsible adult is worrying about spending so much time away in a bizarre summer camp. Plus, Princess duties are that much more embarrassing when done in a huge public place like this as opposed to their private all-boys school.
OUT OF CHARACTER I feel like I lost it. It doesn't help that I hadn't gotten him out enough over a long period of time, but it's always been harder for me to interact with him for some reason. I SAY THIS OFTEN, but I could really use a canon review, so I'll try to get that in by the end of the month. But I guess I just feel like when it's not concerning Princess duties, I'm not even sure what he'd talk about. I like to try to bring out the fact that he wants to become a doctor, but in actuality, I have no clue how extensive his knowledge is or anything like that, so I'm just constantly wondering if I'm doing it really wrong. Maybe I overthink everything!? But maybe I'm right and something's just off :\a;; Getting him out lately's been tough because it's all I can think of, plus I'm pretty sure I'm just boring with him! And that shouldn't be, because he's a very fun character!
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I ADDED A STAR because I needed a half-star I think, since I guess the feeling's a pretty even split. I don't want to give up on him; I love all my castmates who have been so patient with me thus far, but at the same time if I am really dropping the ball with more than just previous activity record, then :(
❡ IZZY izuro
THIS IS ME!! I've been kind of in and out, here and there, and really just this kind of floaty presence so I'm sure most people were like "what who is that even" or rather maybe they would be if a thought crossed at all haha |D; I never had a problem with this place at all; everyone is so kind and welcoming and patient, but rather the problem was and always will be with myself who I feel isn't really worth all that considering everything I'm unable to give back in return. I was kind of afraid to involve myself any deeper, and I still have a lot of those irrational fears, but I feel like I'm finally making some actual progress to get over them. I'm having a lot of fun, and I'm so thankful to absolutely anyone who has threaded with me, ever, for making that possible. I'm going to keep worrying about measuring up to the awesome of this place!! And I'll keep feeling bad about everyone I've let down over the course of this long adjustment, but I can say with pretty decent confidence that I'm finally getting there.
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Once upon a time, this would have been such a different story, but I'm hanging in there. I really like it here! ♥