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[keesha]

well it seems that the whole nick thing has been distracting work..i got a talk today from jennifer telling me that im not the same person she hired on for this position..and i totally agree with her..and i cried cause i knew it was because these last couple of weeks ive been worried about the whole nick thing..and she knows it to..and she also

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[steelcorpfilms]

I didn't get to comment on the last entry (can't remember why, prolly cause I'm lazy and I couldn't think of anything helpful to say). Actually, that's kinda stupid, cause I can think of something to say, and that's that I'm here to listen to you and try and help you out if I can (which I'm sure others prolly said on the last entry, but still, there it is). It sounds like you're doing pretty good, all things considered, and I know it has to be really hard. And it doesn't sound like he's making it very easy on you, either, which sucks. I'm sure it'll work out, though. Even though I don't really know you that well, from what I do know (from your journal and talking to you on YM) I can tell you're a really cool person.

[keesha]

thank you..i really appreciate any input..i think maybe im doing better now..i just needed a wakeup call that im slacking..i know im not a slacker and when im told that its snaps me back..but it also hurts that ive let myself get there..but im kewl..anyways..i guess ill chat at you later when i actually get on when your on..laters!!

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[steelcorpfilms]

You're welcome. It's good to hear you're doing better. Hehe, I'm pretty much always on. Cept for at like 4am-1:30pm, cause then I'm usually asleep. But even if my name is logged off, I'm usually just invisible.

Hrmm

[joie]

Well, I'll tell ya I think what he did was pretty immature

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[keesha]

im just going to give the stuffed animals to salvation army and burn the rest..except for the kewl gothic picture frame i gave him..i always wanted that anyway..hehe..but yeah im kewl now i guess..im glad to know that people are there though..i feel slightly uneasy and unfocused due to crap thats happened..but ill email you baout it..i cant keep it to myself much longer im going to explode..

[nnythedark]

I agree with Joie on this. Tape the box up, and oipen it when you're ready to deal with it. That, and I think Nick is trying to make it hard for you to break up. He shouldn't do that, considering your past. Mackie, don't go back on that path. I'm worried about you too.

As for phone cards, I know where they have soem cheap ones that's like a penny a minute.

[nnythedark]

Oh..almost forgot...what time should I call you?

or do you wanna call me? You'd have to call on my parents' line...my comp stays on almost all the time. I'll be up kinda late tonight...and I'll let mom and dad know yer gonna call.

[keesha]

i didnt get home until right now..its 4:00 so im not about to call..its way too late..but if you want to give me a call sometime tomorrow..thatll be kewl..i might go into work for a few hours to paint..but only for a couple of hours..

[nnythedark]

i work until 2pm....and dun get home till about 3.30pm so i'll call about then.