Love, Life and Changes

[keetcollie]

So it's been a long time since I posted a journal like this and well quite a bit has been going on as of late and I thought it was about time. this past year has been interesting some things have stayed the same. I still live in Ypsilanti in my house with 4 good roommates. I still drive trains for a living (yay trains) I'm still a gear head who

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[jumpyfox]

I have often felt that it was better to be unhappily single than unhappily mated. If someone really IS out there, I sure haven't met them yet and am kind of happy not to since I'm kind of used to my life the way things are.

Trying to find someone who will put up with me is kind of like trying to settle for someone I can't stand, and well, I think I'll just stay single at that. I'm glad you are mated, I really am. I just look at things differently sometimes. Some people think that in relationships, two halves make a whole. I think in the case of myself, relationships work at a little differently. I think a half times a half equals a forth.

If I only got half of me going, then I can't afford to lose even more of myself with someone else's problems. Sometimes I think my life is getting better, but that too I've given up on. I'm just going to let things be and let things evolve in their own way since I've tried everything else and it doesn't seem to be working.