i know have to give her e-mails about her boyfriend that aren't great and is about him fucking around on her. normaly i would cause i want her back but right now i know she doesn't want anything to do with me. she wants me for that and it sucks

well I am detacting myself from Melissa its hard but i need to do it. I have gottin rid of anythingthat reminds me of her and I deleted her from almost everything i have. but its not out of hatered and not out of angry...I just need ot move on and leave you out of my life. I will always love you but itstime i moved on and had you out of my life.

yet again life has proven to go wrong...now not only is my grandfather sick and going into surgry but my grandmother just went to the hosiptal for something....I swear to god i am just going ro kill ymself tonght i hate my life

for some reason i am in an oddly good mood...I don't know why?

blah i don't feel good right now. my nose is runny i can't breath and it sucks! I don't have any good friends right now ones that i can count on saving me from dull moments. someone randomly calling me just to say HI Chris how are you want to hang out today? it blows. granted i have friends i just normaly have to call them so it makes me feel ( Read more... )

well i am at the clinic right now it is sooo cold in here i am dying. My house last night got messed with and someone said they were going to kill me but at about 1am the police called me and said they caught a guy sitting outside in a car wit ha knife..freaked me out somemore but it turned out to be Megans ex-husband. i called her she told me ( Read more... )

well Melissa and I had a decent time no fighting or anything. I am suprised. granted a few things she said didn't quite add up but oh well I dobn't care.

Melissa called i am so pissed at her right now i couldn't even breath. I really really hate her right now. and most likely for the rest of my life.

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Well i was just on Ikea's website looking some stuff up and I planed that it should take me just about 2 maybe 3 months to get all the stuff i need for my apartment. So I think today I am going to go down there and check some of the stuff out. I really want a bed frist off but then again i want a sofa too. oh well I am going to have some kick ( Read more... )