well my wife and i just separtated. My perfect life is over in one horrid night i lost my wife which was my frist love ever and greatest and my daughter which wasn't mine but still loved all the same. So now i have nothing but a broke heart and rent at the end of the month. God its lame as hell. I have no one to comfort me.

I wish my life didn't suck right now. I screwed everthing up and now i am dead and lost to all life. Someone save me please

I really miss alot of things in the past. maybe its cause i feel sick today. blah oh well

Well lets see I am still in the military and it sucks. I am in california right now and yes i am married i got married May 15th in las vegas to the girl i dated in high school and have known her for 5 years and in love with her most of that time :) but right now i am totaly in love with her and things could not be better. We also have the most ( Read more... )

Well I have a computer of my own finaly with the internet so i will be able to update more and more yay!!! Anyways I just wanted to share that with everyone i will add more later when i have more time and am in a more creative mood.

Well my wife is at a RBF show with her friend stephine and a 41 year old guy named Andrew who i Don't like or trust. I am totaly out of my mind paronoid I shouldn't be but I am. I had a funny feeling if i told her not to go with him she would anyways. So I sucked it up and didn't bitch alot about it but now I am totaly crazy thinking she is in ( Read more... )

sometimes i just want to give up on every thing.

wow i haven't updated in soooooooooo long it is crazy. anyways life is good i guess. I failed out of FMSS due to to much stress in my personal and professional life. I got my orders changed to stray in california so i am no longer going to Japan which sucks and is good. hmm i haven't really done anything super interesting in the past months ( Read more... )

Well lets see what should i start with hmmm ( Read more... )

i never update cause no one reads this.....so let me know if you read this or else blah to you.