well, its been a fucked up weekend... literally. I'm so unsure of things. I kinda liked it, but kinda not. I knew it was meaningless. This whole weekend was. I feel kinda lost in myself. Past, present, and future... all just kinda blending together. The past is coming back to the present and fucking up the future. Sigh. Drugs would be nice ( Read more... )

I have my alarm clock set for school tomorrow ( Read more... )

well.. i just got caught with my pants down... literally.. lol ( Read more... )

Well, I'm single. For real this time. It's hard to be single when I'm used to having a boyfriend. Someone you know that will always want to be with you, and cuddle, and care about you. Unfortunately, I got a little to caught up in the concept of a relationship rather than the relationship itself. I'm not sure how I feel right now. I feel like ( Read more... )

"Is it you I want, or just the notion of ( Read more... )

the past week has been so pack with going and doing so much ( Read more... )

if you don't wanna hear me bitch and be emo, stop reading now ( Read more... )

Wow. I guess everyone gets rumors spread about them. So this one shouldn't come as a shock right? But come on. I think I would have publicly announced if I was PREGNANT!!! lol. A certain someone asked me tonight if I was pregnant who said he heard this from many people. Well, lets see... hmm, I'm gonna have to think about this one. Lets ( Read more... )

I don't remember the last time I was this bad. Actually, I do, but, its been several months. I feel like my body has just shut down physically, mentally, and emotionally. I'm so tired. I never get to sleep anymore. I'm so confused about things. I don't know what I want anymore. Nothing. I just want to sleep for 3 days straight... and just ( Read more... )

Florida was absolutely great ( Read more... )