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how do i stay positive?
so just when it feels like life's going to give me a break, it smashes me in the face with not one but two bricks ( Read more... ) -
it sucks being Santa...
i know it's not about the presents and things at christmas. it seems like it, but i know christmas is really about being together with the people you love. but when you grow up to have kids of your own and you didn't make the greatest decisions up to this point and you are living in someone's extra bedroom with three other people.... it sucks being ( Read more... ) -
fml... but not really, because i have kids....
i'm so stressed out right now. at some point every day I want to just sit down like a baby and cry. but I can't. i want to rip my hair out. i don't know how to fix this living situation and still give this kids what they need from me. you really have no idea what is demanded of a mother who actually gives a crap about her kids unless you are one. ( Read more... ) -
stop messing with me, brain!!
so, my brain and my emotions are about to declare war inside my head ( Read more... ) -
short but sweet
Sometimes i feel like i suck at life. i often feel like i have no one i can relate to. like there's no one who gets me. i feel kind of detached from the world around me. i love my boys and i'm glad to have them with me day by day. -
new year, new life
So again it's been a while since i've been on here ( Read more... ) -
my baby almost has "teeth"
He's got one pushing it's way up next to the other one ( Read more... ) -
Another day....
Man, it's hard to get started with nothing ( Read more... ) -
further north...
Quick update ( Read more... ) -
Arkansans now... is that how you spell it?
Well, we've been in Arkansas for a little over a week now ( Read more... )