Hunhan/Xiuchen drabbles
title: dream lover
pairing: sehun/luhan
length: 250~
He traces Sehun's lips with a finger, lets his skin feel the curves and the grooves, the softness and the warmth. He lets it slide to his jaw then to his cheekbones, exploring the sharp dips and the smooth valleys. He lets the finger roam to his brows, straight and relaxed in slumber. Luhan has done this a thousand times, touched him thousands of times, but it is never enough.
He lays his head against his lover's naked chest, listening to the slow rise and fall of his even breathing. Luhan closes his eyes and desperate longing washes over him. He feels a burning in the back of his eyes because it was unfair. When the sun rises it will be as if the night never happened. The morning will chase away memories of him from Sehun's mind for Luhan is just a dream trapped in the embrace of the moonlight. He cannot reach him when Sehun opens his eyes and wakes up.
The joy is in making Sehun fall for him every night. The pain is in being forgotten every day. Luhan will not stop the vicious cycle that drowns him in ecstasy and tears him into pieces. He embraces it for being with Sehun is not a choice at all. The sky lightens and his body fades, inch by inch, until he is nothing.
Sehun awakens to the ghost of loving caresses against his face, his body, his heart. Sensations without a face and without a name.
title: lucky
pairing: xiumin/chen
length: 580~
He was the only one who didn't laugh at his Hello Kitty fan. And that was what best friends were for, right? Accepting you for who you were, Hello Kitty and all. Jongdae watched excitedly as Minseok tried to run across the swimming pool for the Chinese variety show they were filming, his fan flapping about a hundred times a minute.
His hyung looked more like a bouncing kid than a full grown man but Jongdae has always been thankful for his steady and comforting presence in his otherwise chaotic life as part of EXO-M. They have grown much closer over the past months since they debuted. Being the only other Korean in their sub unit, his hyung made him feel secure and at home even if they were miles away from Seoul.
He was lucky to have been scouted and to have debuted after less than a year of training. But he was luckier to have met Minseok and have him in his life. He was now his best friend, his confidante, the one who wipes away his tears of frustration and coaxes his lips into smiles. He was the one who holds his hands when they tremble in nervousness and the one who calms his fears of failure and rejection. Jongdae has realized for some time now that he was in love with his best friend. But he thought everything was perfect just the way it was so although he wanted to confess he couldn't do it.
Minseok ran back to their side, shivering and wet but still with a wide smile plastered on his face. Jongdae immediately wrapped him in a towel. His hyung gave him a grateful smile before turning around to watch the others have their turn. He was lucky to have this, he thought. It was enough.
The water was cold and his teeth were chattering but he felt warmed by Jongdae's welcoming smile. Minseok gratefully accepted the towel that the younger boy wrapped him in. Jongdae looked all kinds of adorable with the towel scrunched on top of his head and the Hello Kitty fan looking ridiculously cute in his hand. He had to turn away immediately before anyone noticed that he was staring. Although he leaned into him a little, not entirely wanting to lose contact with the younger. He may not usually look it, but Jongdae was a ball of energy who always pulled Minseok from his bouts of homesickness with his jokes and laughter. He was lucky to have found a best friend in him, lucky to have debuted and stayed together with him in the months they were away from Seoul. He was lucky to have Jongdae pat his back after their exhausting practice sessions and hold his hand when he was feeling melancholy and unsure. He was lucky and he was thankful. He was in love.
He wanted to confess a lot of times but he didn't want to ruin things. He was already lucky to be able to stand close and be with Jongdae like this. It was enough, he thought. But then he heard Jongdae laugh behind him, felt his Hello Kitty fan hit his shoulder unconsciously as the younger boy watched the others with excitement. He thought maybe, just maybe, this could be more perfect. So leaning more into him he whispered, "I love you." He felt Jongdae tense for a second before thin arms enveloped him in a tight hug from behind. Yes, so lucky.
an: lol what is this... actually this is me taking a break from the
baekyeol fics i was supposed to be writing
but they are killing me rn..pwahahaha
for my sister Thea.. who wanted xiuchen..