[one-shot] never again
Title: Never Again
Pairing: KoKame
**Warning: Angst. Curse words.**
BANG!!
My fist landed on the wall and I immediately felt blood oozing out of my knuckles. I was angry...hurt. With tears running down my face, I stared at him. He was just blankly staring into space, and that made me even more frustrated than I already was. I took a deep breath to calm myself, even the slightest bit.
"Tell me, huh. WHY?"
Silence. I rattled my brain for some valid reason as to why he kept doing things to hurt me. Is it my fault, that a lot has happened? That I allowed them all to happen? Damn it. No. No way in hell is it my fault that HE decided to leave. I even tried to patch things up between them despite their distance, despite their absence. I was at it for so long that I couldn't even remember how it started. I never forced Kame to be with me, he decided for himself. But then, why?
"I'm...sorry, Koki. I...don't know. He meant everything to me. You...me...this is all a mistake."
Fuck it. He has gone way too far. I couldn't believe what he just said.
"A mistake? So all this time, I was just a cover up? A rebound? A fucking testing dummy to see if you're okay already or not? Is that what this is all about, huh? Well, congratulations. You now know that you are not ready to move on from the oh-so-great Akanishi Jin. For crying out loud, get someone to fix that head of yours before you go running off on the streets."
I felt like a fucking retard, seriously. How I wished that this was all just a dream, something that I could just wake up from. But it is not, this is real no matter how much I don't want it to be.
"Koki...I..."
"Shut it. You don't have the right to mention my name EVER again."
I left him, I don't care. I should never have in the first place.
Pairing: KoKame
**Warning: Angst. Curse words.**
BANG!!
My fist landed on the wall and I immediately felt blood oozing out of my knuckles. I was angry...hurt. With tears running down my face, I stared at him. He was just blankly staring into space, and that made me even more frustrated than I already was. I took a deep breath to calm myself, even the slightest bit.
"Tell me, huh. WHY?"
Silence. I rattled my brain for some valid reason as to why he kept doing things to hurt me. Is it my fault, that a lot has happened? That I allowed them all to happen? Damn it. No. No way in hell is it my fault that HE decided to leave. I even tried to patch things up between them despite their distance, despite their absence. I was at it for so long that I couldn't even remember how it started. I never forced Kame to be with me, he decided for himself. But then, why?
"I'm...sorry, Koki. I...don't know. He meant everything to me. You...me...this is all a mistake."
Fuck it. He has gone way too far. I couldn't believe what he just said.
"A mistake? So all this time, I was just a cover up? A rebound? A fucking testing dummy to see if you're okay already or not? Is that what this is all about, huh? Well, congratulations. You now know that you are not ready to move on from the oh-so-great Akanishi Jin. For crying out loud, get someone to fix that head of yours before you go running off on the streets."
I felt like a fucking retard, seriously. How I wished that this was all just a dream, something that I could just wake up from. But it is not, this is real no matter how much I don't want it to be.
"Koki...I..."
"Shut it. You don't have the right to mention my name EVER again."
I left him, I don't care. I should never have in the first place.