So I haven't written in this in so long. Just haven't really had the desire. Not much new going on in my life. Wish there was more to report. I've been brainstorming to figure out what my new years resolutions are going to be. Once I have them formulated into words, I will probably post them on here. However, I know it is going to be ( Read more... )

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FUCK LIVEJOURNAL.

i just typed out this WHOLE big thing about how I was feeling... and now it's GONE.

FUCK YOU.

Seriously, FUCK YOU.

thats just how I'm feeling in general right now, about everything.

I'm just NOT happy.

Something's gotta give... theres GOT to be an easier way.

i'm so sad tonight... this is harder than i thought it would be. normally by this time, in my head, id think, omg you are overreacting, and you shouldn't be this sad... at least don't show it. but this is true, true, sadness. i just can't believe she's gone. no amount of time being sick diminishes that. and its like whenever anyone mentions a ( Read more... )

haven't written in a while... my great grandmother died this week. she always meant alot to my mother, so as a result, we saw her alot over the years. she was always at every family function, and often times would come over to our house just to see us, or we would go over to her house in marshfield alot. it was pretty sad for me. she meant alot ( Read more... )

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i know its thanksgiving and i should be happy. i WAS happy. school makes me happy. seeing the kids all excited and talking about their plans. all the festiveness that goes on throughout the short thanksgiving week. but once i get home i start to get sad. the past few years, thanksgiving has sucked. we have my grandparents over, and ( Read more... )

dude, that girl in the "mate1" ad on myspace, with the boobs hanging out and her bra half off... is FUCKING HOT. lol... just thought id share. and since there are people on myspace that i dont share this information with, i thought id share it here where i know its safe hehehe...

if you see who i mean, or know who i mean, HOLLA!!