im finally updating and sadly i dont have good news...i dont really want people to read this because i feel real stoopid but at this point i dont care wat other people think of me...i dont feel like i have anyone to talk to...it just doesnt feel rite talking to rach over the internet i like the phone better, and i like her being here best, i feel ( Read more... )

i am updating finally...its gonna be hard since already have that pain in my back/sholdre so i will try to keep everythingshort and simple...i cant believe it the weekend is almost over ..this sux..im in the mood where u think the glass is half empty not half full...my dad got a tatoo...an ugly one ive heard...i havent seen it yet...i dunno if im ( Read more... )

okay...fri. i went to heidi's then nik's (no more cast...yippee!) then i went to get alyssa went to wawa...got creame cheese pretzel!!!...yum...then went to calvin's...saw part of white chicks...funny...then went to walk alyssa home but she got to stay out till 10:30 cuz we met up with her mom at wawa and so then we went to mike h.'s house..watched ( Read more... )

mann life is sucking so bad now...why?....y me and my friends..who hates me that bad? im crying so bad...it just hurts and stings and i wish i could make it all go away or make it go bak to times where nuttin was ever this complicated i thought...i wanna cry on sumones shoulder...i wanna hug and i wanna have a good dream...for the first time in ( Read more... )

!...imma be up late...didnt finish bio or history h/w failed a bio test yesterday...im still writin in greatest journal too...but it'll just be the same exact entry as these ones...i cant wait to go trick or treatin with u guys but just to let u know...amber w., my 2 sis's, julian, and his bro., are cummmin too...i gotta stay with my sis's and they ( Read more... )

random things to say...im cold...acme shopping with heidi alyssa and danielle...pumkins with heidi...the drums...god i hate h/w ( Read more... )

im extremely tired and i feel so stoopid i dunno y i laff uncontrollably and it annoys me but i cant help it (plus i hate my laff) anyways i had a pretty good time today hanghing out with heidi and calvin and the other group but i didnt like it too much wen all of those other people came they annoyed me i really miss rachel i feel so bad that i ( Read more... )

hey i had an awesome time at the mall with heidi and calvin...we saw...omg i forget wat its called again...h/o let me go check the ticket....the forgotten! im such an idoit i kept forgettin wat it was called and its called the forgotten...::ironic::...anyways im broke again...i have to do h/w still but this will be my brake i guess..arron is giving ( Read more... )

i just wrote this long entry and it didnt work...stoopid comp.!!!

today sucked majorly...i felt like crap again...y does it do that...i wanna slap sumone in the head...i cried today...i knew it was cumming i wanted it to come i mean i dont like to cry but wen it gets to that point u just wanna let it out and now thinking about it i wanna cry again ...i was talking to rachel on the phone wen i started to cry i ( Read more... )