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Well, yes I am still alive. Slowly though.
I ran into someone the other day that I though I would never run. Ryutarou. What a sweet person, he chased off some thugs who wanted things from me. It was very cute, then he bought me a drink.
I got plastered, we walked around. I got my tongue piriced and he got his nipple prieced. How cute, okay so Tarou is very cute. We made it back to his place and well we talked about things.
He found out about well about who it is I am so smitten over. I told him what koko said to just give up. Taorou-chan such a cute man told me not to give up. I know he has his heart in the right place but koko is right whats the point of chasing something you cant even being to have or touch? Tarou didnt like this, yes I think he knows how down about it it makes me.
But he wants me to keep trying. He is so cute I dont want to upset him for him I will humor him just a little. I staied the night at his house on the cough, I ended up needing to take off my make up. Thats when he flipped when he saw my face. As I said before very cute man. He thought the thugs did it, no they didnt do this to me. Then he saw the rest of me as I changed into the Pjs he lent me. Tarou worries to much about things. He was talking and rambling that he needed to call Chacha and Masa, wondering who else he could call to help take care of this.
I didnt want him to go nuts over this, so I told him everything. I told him where they came from, and what thoughs gusy really wanted from me before he busted in on their fun. He doesnt understand. Not like Koko does. I think he wants to keep a close eye on me, or at lest someone to keep a close eye on me. He is a very sweet man.
I went back to my appartment before he woke leaving everything nice and tighty. Everything folded and set nicely. I need to work and everything. I am still numb but thats okay its just life or what little I have left of it.
I heard Haru is having a party again. I might go just to get durnk and see Koko and Ryonai.
I need to be numbed from the world, maybe I will pick some one up there at the club. Who knows. I will go.. just because I can make my self disappeare. It will be good to see Koko and Ryonai again anyway.
Well I should lay in my bed for a few hours.
I ran into someone the other day that I though I would never run. Ryutarou. What a sweet person, he chased off some thugs who wanted things from me. It was very cute, then he bought me a drink.
I got plastered, we walked around. I got my tongue piriced and he got his nipple prieced. How cute, okay so Tarou is very cute. We made it back to his place and well we talked about things.
He found out about well about who it is I am so smitten over. I told him what koko said to just give up. Taorou-chan such a cute man told me not to give up. I know he has his heart in the right place but koko is right whats the point of chasing something you cant even being to have or touch? Tarou didnt like this, yes I think he knows how down about it it makes me.
But he wants me to keep trying. He is so cute I dont want to upset him for him I will humor him just a little. I staied the night at his house on the cough, I ended up needing to take off my make up. Thats when he flipped when he saw my face. As I said before very cute man. He thought the thugs did it, no they didnt do this to me. Then he saw the rest of me as I changed into the Pjs he lent me. Tarou worries to much about things. He was talking and rambling that he needed to call Chacha and Masa, wondering who else he could call to help take care of this.
I didnt want him to go nuts over this, so I told him everything. I told him where they came from, and what thoughs gusy really wanted from me before he busted in on their fun. He doesnt understand. Not like Koko does. I think he wants to keep a close eye on me, or at lest someone to keep a close eye on me. He is a very sweet man.
I went back to my appartment before he woke leaving everything nice and tighty. Everything folded and set nicely. I need to work and everything. I am still numb but thats okay its just life or what little I have left of it.
I heard Haru is having a party again. I might go just to get durnk and see Koko and Ryonai.
I need to be numbed from the world, maybe I will pick some one up there at the club. Who knows. I will go.. just because I can make my self disappeare. It will be good to see Koko and Ryonai again anyway.
Well I should lay in my bed for a few hours.