When

[keithit]

When will it all stop? When will I wake up and not feel guilty, or wake up and not fell like I have slept in hell? Why can't I be a normal guy? Why can't I have normal friends and do normal things? I hate my basted life. Everything I do turns to shit. I look at my hands and I don't see creators . . . i see hell. I see my hands and my mouth as my

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[brandygwen]

Sometimes the person we hate the most is ourselves because we can stand back and see our mistakes in the first person, and say "What the hell is wrong with me?" And the worst part is, when we say that, we cant do anything about it, and we just continue doing the things that were wrong all along. And it seems like there is no end... but I'm sure there is, even if we can't see it. (its got to be out there, right?)