Constancy...

I want to see Közi with no memory at least for one day. No, not amnesia. Not sclerosis exactly. Not Alzheimer's disease. Not any version of memory regression. Just a sudden flash and no memory afterwards. With no ability to remember either. Just like in Promenade, forgotten how to remember. Pure blank in his head ( Read more... )

Can you see me now...
How did it ever get this far?...

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私は今はもうこれを取り扱うことができません。私は、今はもうそれに対処することができません。私はヘルプを必要とします。私は、それが自分の目的のために、右ではないと思います、また、それは長くなりますしかし、私はこの関係のあるKöziについてすべて説明しましょう金曜日で。すべて、したがって、それがそうであるように。私は、誰かが理解するだろうということを単に望みますいくらかのレスポンスがあるかどうか私は知っていますが、それは単に完全に黙っているようになる皆になるでしょう。Közi...あなたが知っていて理解するかもしれなくなりさえすれば...
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Will art save me? At least temporary, to survive to the special moment ( Read more... )

Oh, look! Look what happened to my dear baby just the other day!


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I finally fixed this damn dump I live in! Hooray for me ( Read more... )

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So much for the cheerfulness ( Read more... )

Last night was an extremely hard one for me. For the first time in years, not to mention during the intensity of it all for the past 6 months... I could finally explain it all. And be heard. But it was terribly hard. I talked about it with my father. I didn't start from the beginning of the story. I began from the beginning of... the way I feel. ( Read more... )