ah i dont know what to write.

i really dont want to work tomorrow. oh well. i just feel weird right now

adios,
kelsey

so tonight was fun. i hung out with my good friend jesse. we had a Stanley Kubrick movie marathon.. we only watched three movies though, so it will CONTINUE ON. we watched Dr. Strangelove, Full Metal Jacket, and The Shining. i hadnt seen Dr.Stranglove before and i enjoyed it haha. it was really nice watching movies with someone who likes movies ( Read more... )

i hate how im never included on anyones plans anymore and im the last to know whats happening..

i always feel out of place.

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kelsey

i wish someone liked me.

i wish someone had a crush on me, so their HEART could be crushed into a million pieces. well that happens everytime to me, actually i wouldnt allow that.

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kelsey

im afraid that im terrible at my job and will get fired.. i hate feeling like this. i wish i was confident. i should go take some classes for child care that may make me more confident. im just afraid that i suck at my job, hopefully i dont. i try my hardest, i really do.. it stresses me out thinking like this. fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

so hung out with andria,mark,josh, and jeff tonight. was interesting. cool people ( Read more... )

i wish i had people who wanted to hang out with me.

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kelsey

i made cupcakes tonight. damn it always works out where the batter tastes awesome then the end result tastes like shit. i have to keep on trying. damn i wish i had a famous chef/baker in my kitchen helping me out haha. but this also means that i WONT EAT THEM and thats good ( Read more... )

it seems like all my relationships are falling apart. at the end of the day i cant help but think that no one really does care about me. it scares me that i might just have nobody. lately i just keep quiet and dont say anything, im afraid im going to end up saying something stupid or wrong. i do this to myself. i just get so scared that i will ( Read more... )

went to the City and Colour/Machete Avenue show tonight. it went as i expected it would go. good music, bad audience. i really enjoy how dallas interacts with the audience. he seems like he'd be a cool guy to hang out with. i saw some friends there which was cool because i havent seen them in forever. yup it was an alright night ( Read more... )