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In some mystifying way he makes everyday worth it. Everything is so beautiful and I know exactly who to blame. I love it.

oh, I love how gracefully people have mastered the art of self pity.

I've learned that:

• that you cannot make someone love you.
• that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses.
• that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
• that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.
• that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up ( Read more... )

Yesterday could have been one of the best times I have ever had in my life. Rickie and I went to Disney Quest in DownTown Disney. We went online Friday to check the prices and times and the website said that it opened at 8:30am. So we left the house around 7am in order to get there first and not have to wait in alot of lines...plus it was raining. ( Read more... )

Rickie is sick and now more than ever do I wish I had a magic wand. I love playing nurse but still, he doesn't deserve to be as sick as he is.I stayed home with him today to watch after him and to make sure he's confortable. Yesterday after school I went shopping with my mom. We bought *cough* 800 dollars worth of rugs *cough*. RUGS! Who needs that ( Read more... )

So here I am. Waiting for Rickie to get off work while dwelling in the fact that he has only been there for about 30 minutes. God, this sucks. Tomorrow I'm getting my hair "done" and what not. Just getting it colored and highlighted and cut. Blah. I wish I was a guy when it comes to hygeine. They don't have to worry about a lot of things girls do. ( Read more... )

To tell you the truth I really don't feel like updating right now, but then agian, I don't feel like doing much of anything. I guess I'll just go on about whats been going on. Christmas: was one of the best and made and brought back memories of the previous...Nonetheless, it was the best. Christmas eve I opened presents with Rickie's arents and the ( Read more... )

So Thursday is Christmas and today Rickie and I venture to the mall. Shopping, I hate shopping with a passion. More than ever today because I woke up all sick and stuffy which I guess is the price I pay for loving the cold weather. I have to shop for numerous people and I also have to make my list so I’m not walking around the mall like a headless ( Read more... )