Who you are is just fine... improving on yourself is also just fine... dysfunctional smishfunctional.... were all dysfunctional... its nothing to get mad at yourself for. Oh and fooling yourself into thinking there is nothing wrong is a coping mechanism, people do it all the time but I find it difficult to believe that you fooled yourself into thinking you were "okay" because well why do you have to fool yourself into thinking the truth? What exactly is it that makes you not okay or dysfunctional?
I guess i just get pissed off when i think that my personality is made up of coping mechanisms...like denial and repression and separation or detachment...or whatever. then it pisses me off to think that there was enough to "cope" with that i do all of these things.
i guess we all just play the hand we're delt the best way we know how. i just like to think that i'm aware of how i'm playing. but sometimes my conscious strategy turns out to be made up of conscious things that i haven't been able to control.
ugh...i could go on and on.
thanks for coming over last night. it was nice to visit with you all.
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i guess we all just play the hand we're delt the best way we know how. i just like to think that i'm aware of how i'm playing. but sometimes my conscious strategy turns out to be made up of conscious things that i haven't been able to control.
ugh...i could go on and on.
thanks for coming over last night. it was nice to visit with you all.
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