just got back from cleveland at about 345pm. it was fun. met jeff's family and friends. they were all awesome.

theres really nothing more to say except that i had the best time and god knows i needed it.

jeff and i are fine and i am happy.

i wouldnt mind being this happy forever...

:)

i hate it when people tell me to smile. i smile all the time fuckers...u expect me to smile 24/7? u know how goofy that would be? walk around with a fake, plastered smile?? fuck no. yea, sometimes im in a bad mood...other times no, im not. i just have no reason to smile. if u come up and say HEY! then ill be like, what up brotha!! and thats all u ( Read more... )

jeff's coming home tomorrow. dont know what time. i miss him. i think im going thru Jeff Withdrawls. its weird seeing him literally EVERYDAY, then him being gone for 4 days. we barely even talked. he got mad i didnt call him last night...didnt know i was supposed to ( Read more... )

two nights ago, i had a dream about corey. out of NOWHERE! mind u, i havent seen or spoke to him since my 21st in august ( Read more... )

im closing down the bar the second night in a row. i guess it means im pretty good right? i dunno ( Read more... )

desperate housewives and grey's.....tonight....starting at 9.......fuckin A!!!!!

so i guess it was bound to happen. between my siblings, it woulda happened to me first since i go out the most and blahblah..etc...right ( Read more... )

since me and jeff had that drunken argument at the mayfair friday night, i decided its best to call it off. theres no point. what do u think the argument was about?....the girl he left back home...u know..the one that was supposed to move up here with him back in september...7months ago....? who he cheated on his wife with which led to the divorce ( Read more... )

whats funny is that i saw jeff last night AND matt was at trippers....i was talking to them all night ( Read more... )

saw scary movie 4....

it was great:)