cause blue eyes, you're all that i need.
so thankgod it snowed cause i'm worn out. this lack of sleep thing is really taking a toll on my body. i've been getting really bad migraines and then i take excedrin and i get a bad reaction to the caffeine and start shaking. :) always fun..
i feel lonely today. people are giving me attitude, it makes me upset. so i guess this year (well, every year) i realized new things about myself. i like to get what i want and when i dont get it, i get pissed off/upset. I know it stemmed from my lonely only child spoiled childhood. but, i'm not spoiled anymore. well, in a way i'm not. i mean, i work hard and get presents for it. god, that sounds really stuck up. but its true. my parents reward me with material things. the stuff thats expensive i usually get myself (with my life savings, which really isnt from my parents giving me money) i'm a good child too. i dont cause my parents any heart ache. i'm very independent.
so lately i just want things to go my way. everyone does. but, it gets me upset when people don't do what i want them to do.
alright, i might as well stop while i'm ahead.
i'm just lonely and confused in this house. :(